01 February 2011

Behr Pick: Realization

I'm still a bit baffled about my weekend. I can't quite bring myself to share. It's not that you won't support me or provide me with suggestions and advice...it's more I'm afraid that the harsh reality of putting it down in some sort of medium will make me realize I'm blowing everything out of proportion.

I shared with a gay coworker today. He wasn't much help. I think it's because he doesn't know my past hurts.

The thinking and rationalizing and fretting I've done has made me come to a certain realization:

I think I might be ready to date again.

Frightening, isn't it?

BEHR HUGS


6 comments:

Cubby said...

Do you think you are a little like Romeo? He was attracted to impossible love.

behrmark said...

Hmmm....although my realization did come out of my weeken, it isn't directed at anyone specific. Does that still make it "impossible love?"

Cubby said...

Details, Mark. Details!

Beartoast said...

'Tis better to have loved and lost . . . . or so it is said.

Sorry not to have been around much, but checking in, hoping things are going well with you. From your posts, I'm not sure.

Go for dating. I'm one to talk . . .

Wonder Man said...

I think you are ready. Get out there!

CJ/Rick said...

May the force be with you!